i don't feel like an angel today
or a
goddess
or a
thriver

i feel like a failure
and a
fake
and a
weak coward

i want

i want to feel good every day
i want to apply what i learn in therapy and grow
i want to believe the words i say inside (trying to change to positive thinking)

i want

... an EASY button
--wham--
THAT WAS EASY!

I can speak in front of people
--wham--
THAT WAS EASY!

I can be an advocate for others
--wham--
THAT WAS EASY!

I believe that it's good that I made it this far
--wham--
THAT WAS EASY!

I am smart and funny and people enjoy being around me
--wham--
THAT WAS EASY!

I love to eat turnips and squash and braggs
--wham--
THAT WAS EASY!

sigh... delete this or just end the entry
whatever